I haven't been a very frequent guest here on dA lately. It's mostly due to my lack of scanner. I feel kinda bad when I have to spam the community with photos of my drawings. Because in addition to the general crappiness of my works, there comes the bad quality of photos. I freaking hate it.

Yet, something forces me, simply forces, to share my works. I might just be a comment-whore, an attention-whore, this kind of stuff.

While I realize that dA may not be the best place to expect attention in (I mean, it's a well known fact that being popular on dA requires going over to other people profiles and friending without looking at the quality of works), I still refuse to leave here. Thanks to dA, I've grown artistically. At least I hope I did. I mean, my drawing skills did get somewhat better even in my eyes. I wouldn't have achieved that without dA.

In the past, in my dA past, let's call it, I wanted to become popular.

Now, I just want to get better with my art. I am aware that I won't get any constructive criticism here on dA. I don't even mean to. I just want to show everyone how I progress. If I do at all, that is.

What's sad is that nobody but people that watch me will even look at this. Well. Who cares.